Thoughts of Salvin

Though we have parted ways... and you have left me alone there is a part of you in me that has not quite gone.......... hours pass by and days go by but I still remember you I try so hard every way I could but this memories of you keep coming through..... only pain is left in my heart though I pretend to smile everyday only tears in my eyes though I never show it that way.... I may forget to breathe but I don't seem to forget you no matter what I do my mind keeps coming back to you.... I feel you are always with me at least as memories I've become accustomed to this pain this pain that can never seize.... I am used to this pain that I need it everyday I'm addicted to this pain I cant let this go away............

a man sits in a psychiatrist's room discussing his problem with the doc he fidgets with the things around him and kept looking at the clock the doc looks at him and asks him random questions the man just keeps smiling and never answers the doc tells him he has to talk to solve his problem then the man replies I don't know how to answer the man begins to tell the doc how he is never happy and always filled with misery his heart that is never satisfied and depression that never lets him be free the man tells him how he doubts his life the loss of purpose or the will to try he says all this as tears roll down and then he breaks and begins to cry the doc suggests a final prescription the doc says “why dont you go see Salvin the clown” i'm sure he could cheer you up I heard he is the best in town his jokes have cured many of my patients his insight on life is beyond compare his jokes and quotes can cure any depressed man why dont you go see him at the fair the man begins to cry ...