Thoughts of Salvin

give me all, give me all of you not in percentages not as fractions give me each of your thoughts keep me in your heart and in all your emotions let me be the one to fill all your dreams the one you want to be with you always want me like u want air, like the blood in your veins want me today want me tomorrow and want me everyday drown me in your love let me swim in your ocean of love tell me all what you want me to do to you want me as madly as i need you hug me like a little girl hugs a teddy bear when scared need me like a soul needs a body need me like rest when haven't slept in days need me and only me and and not just somebody want me like a drop of water when in thirst want me like a baby wants its mother love me in the same level a mother loves her children love me and want me like no other let me drown in you love hold me tight even if i die let me drown in you love i really do want to and this is no lie

the heart beats again or so i thought till the beats begin to lower as time past heartbeats reduce as they deepen as each beat draws closer to the last the time has come to meet an end goodbye my loved ones, goodbye my friends as i leave you all this way sorry is all that i have to say i have found a solution to end my sorrow a means to end my endless wallow Death is the only way to my freedom from being so worthless and lonesome i have lost all need to breathe i have only pain, and my heart bleeds my worth i myself have begun to doubt all i can do is wallow in my pathetic pout a few words to those i love and care those who were the reason for so long i fought reminisce the moments you spent with me remember me happy, not sad, and good thought dear Dad, i know you had so much in store for me but i am sorry, i give up, please forgive me my loving sisters who love me most i wish i could look over you always, at least as a ghost my dear friends, the best of friends, a blessing from above ...