Thoughts of Salvin

a feeling of lost cause, a feeling of emptiness pain and rage dwelling within, eyes that tear from loneliness what have i become, what i have i become I'm losing conscience, where have i come a cold unholy feeling I feel from within I feel a feeling I feel when I sin a feeling of guilt and a feeling of hollowness how can I overcome or how can I escape this sadness memories and scars in my head that I cannot forget since I cannot cure or heal I turn to insanity instead these are words of an insane man a man driven by obsession he who is possessed by love and yet denied love and devotion engulfed in by darkness and provoked by hatred tears of loneliness and a feeling of being betrayed I walk alone on this road that leads to destruction a life that'll bring pain through all time life is not worth living when living like a coward life is is just a decoy when committing no crime all I am is a hollow soul that is demented by his past all I am is an unpleasant memory that'll alwa...

beastInLove As night descends and I lay alone I feel this pain of loneliness as I cry out in rage of being alone I am engulfed in a painful blanket of darkness I become this beast because of you I feel this pain because of you as every time you look at me I feel as if my life is leaving me when you walk past me I become restless its like an animal instinct, I'm left breathless I try to resist and stay away but you lure me towards you everyday I fear of falling in love with you for I am a beast that doesn't deserve you you are an angel who could wipe my tears and I am a demon that could only bring tears all my thoughts are evil and destructive yet you hold me and make me feel wanted I don't want to get used to this feeling for love can only bring pain and leave me haunted your eyes just make me want to follow you your scent intoxicates me and makes me need you how dare you make me feel so vulnerable and prone without you I am like a king with...

i lose track of time i cant keep my eyes off of you you make me feel weak but i cant stop loving you my heart skips a beat when i am with you i lose my breath when i'm talking to you time seems slower when i walk with you but i am unable to say "i love you" you made my life a paradise a life that is full of hapiness you saved me from going down and falling into darkness you show me the path by being my strength you help me walk that extra mile you keep me going when i feel low and you do this with a simple smile you are all that i need, the air that i breathe you keep me in an illusion that the world is a better place i feel bliss when i spend my time with you i feel in heaven when i just look at your face i'd give up a thousand lives to be with you i wish i could just scream you are mine like the pheonix towards the sun i'll never stop loving and never stop trying

I miss you so much it hurts inside you never return, no matter how much I cried nothing can compare to the love from you everything you ever said was a gift from you every memory I have of you is a cherished reason to live but you are my reason to persevere my only reason to live every corner I turn my head I remember you every moment I spend I wish I shared with you I wish I could turn back time so I could correct my every single crime every morning I wake up I wish you weren't gone but every morning my wishes are proven wrong every single memory I have of you is nostalgic enough to bring a tear every single day I spend wishing you were here the most beautiful woman I know is still you every woman I meet is always measured and compared with you seeing your face was always a blessing, my lucky charm you were like an armor, you always tried to keep me away from harm you were the one who loved me so much and asked for nothing in return you the one who cured me with your tears when I...

No day I could stay away from you all day and all night, all I do is think of you I try to forget my memories of you but I cannot seem to stop thinking of you as loneliness crawls to me at night I feel as if my life is leaving me from inside I can bear pain, but this pain is too much to bear tears drop from my eyes, for I have no one to care there is no greater pain than being alone yet I've suffered and endured this pain for so long my fears are few, yet there is something I deeply fear my fear of being alone and deprived of love, my greatest fear losses I've suffered that hurt my eyes and dried my tears as I cried so loud within, while facing my greatest fears I trained myself to withstand every pain but you with a smile have driven me insane I try not to cry, I try to hide my tears I pretend to smile and act a jolly cheer I try to restrain this feeling I feel instead I'm proven weak and made to kneel as I lay my head down to rest I see you and cannot resist every beat I...

If you were my girl, I would always love you, I would bring you flowers daily, I would show how much I really want you if you were my girl, I would cross the world to see you and miss you every moment when I'm not with you if you were my girl, I would show how much I love you, I would hug you when you are lonely, I would always do. If you were my girl, you'll be my whole life, I would hold on to you so tightly and never let go, because I love you if you were my girl, I wouldn't wait for your smile, I would walk with you on a sunset and try my best to make you smile if you were you my girl, we would always hold hands and I'd be with you when you need me, I would be with you all the while if you were my girl, when I wake up, I would make you your breakfast and wake you with a kiss and start a new day if you were my girl, I'll love you everyday, I'll love you even more than the way I loved you yesterday if you were my girl, no matter what you do, you'll always ...

All I am is a monster, a creature to be loathed, no good in me, only evil in me I never surrender, never forget and never forgive all I am is the villain, the master of tyranny I'll smile and destroy your very existence you are better of if you stayed away I wouldn't care if you were dead or alive all I become is more evil by the day I am no hero for you to rest on all I can offer are pain and suffering my heat is a cold stone that could never melt I am a sad story that will never have an ending I bring tears to even those I love I am a predator to be feared by all I am a plunderer that plunder happiness you may defeat me but I'll never fall my mind is so crooked I am sinister in thought, I'm a plague to everyone never have I felt love that could ever change me I am destined to be hated by everyone those who cross my path will face my wrath those who love me are destined for pain I disappoint all who keep hopes on me I have nothing to loose and...