DeathNote

The heart beats again or so I thought Till the beats begin to lower as time past Heartbeats reduce as they deepen as each beat draws closer to the last The time has come to meet an end Goodbye my loved ones, goodbye my friends As i leave you all this way Sorry is all that i have to say I have found a solution to end my sorrow a means to end my endless wallow Death is the only way to my freedom From being so worthless and lonesome I have lost all need to breathe I have only pain, and my heart bleeds My worth I myself have begun to doubt All I can do is wallow in my pathetic pout A few words to those I love and care Those who were the reasons for so long I fought Reminisce the moments you spent with me Remember me happy, not sad, and in good thought Dear Dad, I know you had so much in store for me But i am sorry, i give up, please forgive me My loving sisters who love me most I wish I could look over you always, at least as a ghost My dear friends, the best of friends, a blessing from above I am sorry for any grief and thankful for you love Indran my brother, the molding was too much to take And this sword has been beaten too much and close to break Sisters Melanie and Nirukshi, your love protected me for so long But no longer will I need protection, for soon I will be long gone The trio to cheer my low days, Vindu, Fazna and Dinithi Wouldn’t have wanted any other to be with other than you three Hussein and Shabeeb, thank you for the times at the chair A means of releasing depression, sadness, sorrow and despair Class mates and colleagues i met along the road Sorry for any inconvenience, now I have to ease my load Abeer and Salrin, forgive me for abandoning you But please remember that I love you I cannot live any more; the pain is too much to bear I’m leaving but about you two, I do care Salrin take care of Abeer for me Love her allot and be her friend Be her mother and give her love for me Be with her always until the end Abeer my darling I am leaving you But remember I’ll always be watching over you Your love was what kept me fighting for so long But my dear Abeer don’t miss me a lot when I’m gone Dad, I am weak, I cannot take anymore I’m sorry i couldn’t make you proud My heart hurts too much that my life cannot continue I wish I was be the son that you could call as yours out loud You are great, you are the perfect father I’m sorry for all what I put you through You were good to me even after the loss of my mother Dad, the last thing I want to say is I Love you I had you all but lonely i felt It’s not your fault but it’s the way i felt A pain so deep and hard on my heart A pain so great it tore my heart apart Love is the one thing we seek all through out The one thing we cannot be alive without Air, water and food will help you live You will be living but not alive Last but never least the one whose name is not mentioned Please don’t blame yourself, this is my own decision A life without you is a life which has no meaning to be I love you with all my heart, but please forgive me I take my life with a final claim The loss of my life has no one to blame I take this decision on my own And I take my life for I can’t bear being alone With this I take all promises I took from you all With this I depart bidding farewell to all With this I am long gone and forget me not With this I am alive....... not

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